Most of my life was spent sort of expecting the worst.
And that resulted in a easily negative & almost dark outlook on life.
Growing up in a easily unparticular & overly challenging situation sort of geared myself and others to the worst of living this life. Unfortunately, I carried that perspective over to what could only be described as a nice life. I wasn’t into the meds at all. For all my faults, I’ve been fantastic to my body. So when cannabis dispensaries became legal for all those of age, I decided to see what I had been missing. Up until recently & in my late 30’s, I had not used any sort of cannabis product. Again, this can be directly attributed to my general outlook as I thought all those using recreational marijuana were losers. And those using medical marijuana were simply stoners faking an illness. But someone who easily cares about myself and others strongly urged myself and others to try both sativa & indica to see if it could be section of a strategy to lighten & soften my perspective on life. I agreed to go with her to the local cannabis spot but only after I let her suppose what a load of bunk marijuana was. She took this in stride & led the way to the marijuana business. I could tell immediately why she liked this marijuana business. There was a palpable positive energy in the site that she really embodied. It’s been a month since I first tried indica & sativa products. And this moring was the sixth time I watched a sunset in awe this week. I guess my perspective just might be changing.