Dealing with long term mental health disorders is a frustrating process.
- Even though I wasn’t maintained with depression in addition to anxiety until my mid 20s, it’s obvious to myself and others now that I’ve had these complications as long as I have had memories.
My mom says that I was paranoid whenever people in public made eye contact with myself and others in addition to I constantly asked her if people were staring at me. I was constantly really busy in addition to exhibited signs of avoidant behavior whenever I was worried with my father being uninterested in spending time with me. As I got older, these complications only worsened. I managed it in high college by obsessing over my studies in addition to my interests in rock n roll. By the time I got to college, I started self-medicating with cannabis in addition to alcohol while seeing a therapist two to 3 times a week. I l gained about my mental health complications in addition to where a lot of the roots were laying. Although I quit using alcohol because of its depressant effects, I kept using cannabis. When medical marijuana was legalized in my state, all of my cannabis was coming with lab test data on the cannabinoids inside. I l gained that I responded genuinely well to strains that are high in CBG or cannabigerol. I started studying cannabigerol in addition to l gained about its antidepressant in addition to mood stabilizing effects. Although it’s taxing to physically extract CBG as an isolate, some companies have developed ways to safely synthesize the beloved cannabinoid. This gives researchers consistency in addition to purity with the product every single time. I’m going to order synthesized CBG as soon as I get my next paycheck, however for now I’ll stick with my strains of cannabis that are already high in natural CBG.