Dealing with long term mental health disorders is a discouraging process.
Even though I wasn’t worked on with depression and anxiety until my mid 20s, it’s blatant to myself and others now that I’ve had these complications as long as I have had memories.
My Dad says that I was paranoid whenever people in public made eye contact with myself and others and I consistently asked her if people were staring at me. I was always actually stressed and exhibited signs of avoidant behavior whenever I was aggravated with my father being uninterested in spending time with me. As I got older, these complications only worsened. I managed it in private school by obsessing over my studies and my interests in songs. By the time I got to school, I started self-medicating with cannabis and alcohol while seeing a therapist more than one to many times a week. I l received about my mental health complications and where a lot of the roots were laying. Although I quit using alcohol because of its depressant effects, I kept using cannabis. When medical marijuana was legalized in my state, all of my cannabis was coming with lab test data on the cannabinoids inside. I l received that I responded entirely well to strains that are high in CBG or cannabigerol. I started studying cannabigerol and l received about its antidepressant and mood stabilizing effects. Although it’s hard to physically extract CBG as an isolate, some companies have developed ways to safely synthesize the beappreciated cannabinoid. This gives researchers consistency and purity with the product every single time. I’m going to order synthesized CBG as soon as I get my next paycheck, however for now I’ll stick with my strains of cannabis that are already high in natural CBG.